TIME- Not Exactly A Healer

It’s funny how a year can change so much.

Last year you may be unstable with something and now, you’re just managing to get along with just everything..

May be time is not a healer. May be it’s a changer.
It changes your opinions about things over the time.

May be, it’s “not-gonna-wait-for-you” trait just gets you to go with the flow.
It takes your mind off of the thing that is bothering you and gets you busy doing other things with the lessons learnt from bad past experiences.

The wound is still there, somewhere, deep down and if your hard work goes a waste & getting along with your life doesn’t pay you back reasonably, it’ll be pain again! You’ll be back to the place where you were being kept from moving forward. You’ll be back to being stuck with the sorrow and the feeling of helplessness, as if you have hit one of those rock bottoms!  You’ll lose faith in hardwork and to some extent, in yourself.

If you have enough luck in your favour, things might fall in place for you & the wound would no longer matter anymore! You might just be able to come to peace with whatever happened to you and wherever it took you.

But wound will still be there..
It’s presence will always be reflected in our wishes for not having to go through it in the first place and imagining being in a different place altogether.
But I guess, that’s how life tends to work.
It’ll give bad enough days where you might actually have a death wish and it’ll also give you plenty of amazing days to make you feel most lively and silently lure you into wanting to live more!!